Logically Illogical

Having been driven forward by an internal obsession,

While focused on constant intellectual progression;

An entity (psyche and flesh corporeally bound)

Found its way to intangible, metaphysical ground…

The being’s senses perceived ahead, a shining golden expanse;

And, wondered if the journey would lead it there perchance?

But –

Like a peaceful sleeping child whose dreams are interrupted

By malignant nightmares, vision was dizzied and obstructed.

The concept of lids, became subject, to ominous suppressive mass;

Which cast them down, like some dying, flickering flames.

The mind sight took a final glimpse of the land, shimmering like brass;

Then, the spells of the darkness claimed hold of the reins.

From Utopia, into a hellish realm, the spirit was restricted;

To burning tribulations, and adverse impressions – constricted.

Sights of horrid phantasms, words of genuine deceit, stripped mental flesh of lucidity.

Repeated assaults desolated, decimated, all creative intellect;

Prior anguish, the wounds – scabs peeled, memories project

(Even the physical was pained, as peaceful mentality was attacked endlessly, violently).  

The psychological torment had not been ceased nor abated;

An individual in dissent, torture increased, as one was separated.

The brain was slowly being slain, by the flashbacks of all old pain,

Experiencing mumbling seizures – needles delivering lethal injections.

Water into a drain, the ruinous bane trickled through each vein;

The entirety was consumed, by the poison of previous projections.

By undeserved blessings, it fought complete conscious consumption

(Like a piece of once living meat, escaping from a utensil),

And fled to the initial state – it awoke to the tangible`s resumption;

Only to find the fiendish cruelty was transcendental – extensile…

…To the realm of matter. The aspect returned to the telluric,

And the senses were no longer able to detect the realm of auric;

As well as, unable to identify the authentic from the fictitious

(Yet, if the actions are identic, both remain equally vicious).

For the afflicted entity, life felt troublesome and nebulous;

And even the alert moments could be, potentially perilous.

Still, there was unexpected joy, despite hateful speeches and painful spectacles;

Fortitude was summoned from the deepest reaches to address all obstacles –

Because every so often, when the one mind is the only influence outright,

The senses can still perceive a glimmer of Utopia and that glorious brilliant light.

Composed By: A. D.