As she passes many people stare, their looks are as cold
As the late night atmosphere. Shuffling along, curious “Will
there be a tomorrow”?
The answer remains unclear – all hope has been sold…
…Into a bottle, which she grips tight; it`s her loving baby
Who`ll rock her to sleep tonight. Her stomach is growling
aloud,
Roaring to be filled – to be fed. There`s a chance – maybe
As she asks other souls for bread, no longer proud…
…This emotion died long ago, along with the life of her only
child.
Previous post-traumatic effects began to show, and then she
also lost her mind;
Since then she woefully roamed, appearing more savage and
wild.
Her hair is no longer combed, but there is no ferocity in
her eyes, any can find.
Only her broken heart – replaying the sounds of paramedics
and gunshots,
The ripping of a struggling life torn apart. The doctors
would explain
The cause of deaths was due to both: surgical complications
and blood clots.
Their last living breath, became the final fatal wound to
her brain.
“Get a job” a man scornfully yelled, as she collapsed
sullenly on a church stoop;
Her well-worn clothes smelled, as she silently drank.
Utterly ignored except by the man; whose vicious words, were
that night’s soup;
In her inebriated pernicious state, her mind went blank.
In her destroyed dreams, she saw her son`s five year old
face;
And she felt the impact of his father’s dying yells, in her dreamscape.
She was awoke to sunshine, by an unseen poke;
And she dropped the bottle, which shattered and broke.
Her God`s name, she would thankfully invoke, as her eyes joyfully
soaked;
Invisible angels left her large banknote, and covered her in
a warm cloak.
Composed By: A. D.
Who's Apathy?
ReplyDeleteI am... I know, it`s a bit of a silly pen name. I came up with it when I was younger and blue. I haven`t changed it, because I`m nostalgic. In retrospect, seems a bit silly to use apathy in an art that is all about feeling... but the absurdity of it always makes me laugh. Sorry for the way late response, I was nervous that whatever my response was it would be used against me somehow. I laugh at the pen name... but, at the same time it is a bit regrettable (not totally, because our experiences make us who we are). Thank you for the comment! :)
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