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Monday, January 6, 2014

The Cascading Terminus

Through the rivers of the mind
The conscious has been temporally wading;
There the presence is confined,
As the environments ripples are fading.
All the while, physical – is invisibly drowning;
Its countenance neither smiling, nor frowning.

The more the will rejects the real,
To spend time within this stream;
The less effects – the spirit will feel,
From the reality of this living dream.
The deeper the thoughts drift (into the unknown),
Their keeper into a rift – is more completely alone.

Looking ahead, over the edge, the waters are cascading;
With the liquid, each relevant emotion slowly disappears.
Most feeling and concern is departing and degrading;
Matter is lost in the mists (the happiness, lusts, joys, fears,
Etc.). Only curiosity remains, wondering what dreams lie in the basin below;
What new Visions and Sensations are at the base of the descending flow?

The empty animated shell can reach out and perceive;
There`s sensory information, the nerves can receive.
To the intellect it seems the purpose of life is: To believe
That there is some purpose (which does not deceive).
Rivers flow onward, until they drop out, into that unanticipated basin –
Where the waterfalls, eternity endlessly sprawls, and the unseen calls –
And they finally arrive at their true destination – the intangible`s separation.


Composed By: A. D.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Another Pawn Promotion

The only point of view an artist has is their own;
Each work delivered, from their perceptible zone.
There are Kings and Queens demanding (or requesting),
That your eyes start serf-ing – a little momentary investing.

When you place two-cents, into their bank;
Then, they smile wide, and politely they thank…

When you tell them something is “not quite right”;
Then, they demand your opinion, leave from their sight…

…However there are a rare, chosen few –
Who only care, about the work they choose to do.

Not nonchalantly building, without punctuation onto the next piece;
But, ensuring the schema is well-thought, and constructed without a crease.

Nor, crafting a metaphysical design, with abstract profundity;
Structuring an enigmatic metaphor, with comparisons spread abundantly.

Their days spent, coloring their developments with whatever little hue
(Which at some point in time), might float in and tint their “TINY” view.
… Guess they need some regal or vain sense of corrective vision,
Much like the "Kings" and "Queens" need some humble revision…
While these pawns, who assemble clarified concepts, might seem narrow;
You can tell with each new step in the display, that: the art is part of their marrow.

Composed By: A. D.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Keep striving to achieve perfection –
That distant crowning chateau –
This requires constant refining correction.
Adjustments, defining the direction
On each particular plateau.

The easily affected interior
Must painfully be shed;
Removing all emotions inferior,
To form a thick skinned exterior –
And a focused, resolute head

The muscles strain
To make each incremental,
(Almost inconsequential)
Most minuscule, gain.

Sometimes arriving at an impasse;
Where in order to ascend,
It`s required that we descend.
Only then, do we find a way to surpass…

The heights of the prior apex;
And though this action might vex –
We find that the perceived failures effects,
And the progressing achievement – somehow connects.

Fight forward and keep climbing!
Weathering each vicious storm,
Defeats which come if every form;
Moving onward, in due timing.
Through hate, desperation, and much perspiration –
You grow closer and nearer, to your highest aspiration.


Composed By: A. D.

The Ambiguous Zombie

The person gave away all of their heart,
And every ounce of their soul;
One being so divided and torn apart,
Could never again feel whole.

Every sweet action (adore at its best),
Every mean reaction, and all the rest;
Every treasure held deep in their chest,
Every emotion hidden, within their breast –

All things the person offered, repeatedly, in the name of love;
And for their gifts given – they received, none of the above.
In pangs of pain – they would complain,
A sorrowful refrain, again – and again.

Until, ridiculed and detested, finally they would fully quit and succumb –
To the assaults of their friends and enemies – they`d submit, and become numb.

For the attempts at adoration, and loyal friendship they had employed;
The person felt their entire being had been: violently ripped and fully destroyed.

The person`s spirits were dead, but they were physically alive;
Thoughts in their head questioned “How did they survive”?

By the light and grace of GOD, the person was still here;
So they strolled with a smile, and with little mortal fear.


Composed By: A. D.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Solidarity

Forging forward, the hope is determination;
Will and dedication – hope`s foundation.
Searching endlessly for some inspiring creation,
To give off a spark of art and beautification.

The aspiration, the dreams see and envision
Is: a procession of words which (with precision)
Evoke in another some sense of joyful respite –
A bit of light for another, lost, in the downtrodden night.

Hopes (through revisions, repetition, verse, and rhyme)
To create alluring and musical sights, for the deaf and blind.
Perhaps harmony and artistry, to free another soul in a bind;
Those individuals who also feel compressed by this time…

… This modern age, and city without pity.

The pressure of the negative gravity (everywhere) is weighing
Down on the shoulders (bearing down on the souls) of everyone – all
(And particularly those who do more than just live and conceal;
Those singular spirits who dream, sense, observe, act, and feel)
Numb bystanders (hope and) laugh as the dreamers stumble and fall,
Hateful judgments (and ridicule) their eyes are silently saying.

Our comfort = our love = our art, let our dreams stand forever together;
Artistic penguins, encircled in the breath of any frigid, doubting weather.

Still, pursuing those broken dreams…
Still, on wounded emotions, stitching seams…
Still, growing by any possible means…

It is by our own minds that we are enslaved,
And by the same conscious we are also saved.
Though (sometimes solitary) in the world’s creative captivity,
Together we are all connected and free, in our personal artistry.


Composed By: A. D. 

To Be Is Not To Be

What is Love?

Living is death,
No air or breath.

Joy is also pain,
Sunshine – rain.

But, the heart beats on…

Strength degrades to weakness,
Confidence fades into meekness,

Happiness shares similarity with depression,
Desired peace is voiced as angry expression,

But the heart beat on…

The truth was in honesty (reality) only lies.
Laughter – as the person I was – painfully dies;
This corpse I now am, I bitterly hate and despise.  

All those perceived feelings – have shed their mask of illusion;
No more than the mind, nerves, and senses, logical conclusion –
Pointless iterations preceding a predestined death, life – a delusion.

But the TRUE heart STILL beats on,
And though all hope and life is gone –
These verses remain beating strong.

Composed By: A. D.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

The Generation of a Columbidae Migration

This verse begins, and is written precise;
This vocabulary (used) is terse and concise.

The words – (which paste, sticking, as they fall onto this page) –
Are birds flying, with haste, since set free from their mental cage.

These wild fowl are drifting, though the papery air, into the empty spaces;
La colombe are floating, with a focused stare. They travel further south
Silently – moving without articulated sounds – or some squawking mouth.
The congregating flock compounds, an audience from many different places.

The (current) atmosphere in the stratosphere is (in winter): hazy, cloudy, and chilled,
But the (concurrent) skies and direction remain clear, so doves course ahead –
Guided onward by an empirical imagination – their experienced wings are lead.
Left in the herds wake is a creation – their detached feathers, downward are spilled.

There are many pinion leaves, (which in the winter season) fall, in the frigid vapor;
When one plume, mentally conceives and, decides: it will break free and softly land…

…Next to some already scribbled lines (which now lie latent, upon this cold paper).
Then, the sky-sent image sets down and combines, with the thoughts the moving hand.


Composed By: A. D.

Cremation

The middle of the night,
The vocabulary - fires;
(Mental sparks of light,
Burning body never expires)
These verbs - blazing bright,
Nouns piled bodies in a pyre.

Putting rhymes to death
Executing - at the end;
Words without a breath,
Smoke signals - ascend.

Composed By: A. D.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Hearing Aids

These two headphones,
Are an escape route.
The ears can breakout  
From the streams
Of steady screams;
The incessant shouts,
Endlessly fought bouts,
The attacking tones...

...The delirium inciting disturbances,
Which cause such a perturbation;
Are nullified by the ear buds services,
They offer the psyche salvation.

The
Metrically unregulated
Is
Symmetrically amalgamated.

From every wave…
(The thieving mob
No longer robs
The thoughts train
Noisy raiders
Mind invaders
Driving insane)
…Hearing aids save.

Conceptualizing concentration
Will achieve purification,
Focused aesthetic articulation
Will conceive beautification,
Adverse auditory stimulation
Will receive eradication.

Composed By: A. D.

Thursday, December 26, 2013

The Tariff Of Deviating Slugs

 In the eventide air, she walks destitute, filled to capacity with pain and sorrow;
As she passes many people stare, their looks are as cold
As the late night atmosphere. Shuffling along, curious “Will there be a tomorrow”?
The answer remains unclear – all hope has been sold…

…Into a bottle, which she grips tight; it`s her loving baby
Who`ll rock her to sleep tonight. Her stomach is growling aloud,
Roaring to be filled – to be fed. There`s a chance – maybe
As she asks other souls for bread, no longer proud…

…This emotion died long ago, along with the life of her only child.
Previous post-traumatic effects began to show, and then she also lost her mind;
Since then she woefully roamed, appearing more savage and wild.
Her hair is no longer combed, but there is no ferocity in her eyes, any can find.

Only her broken heart – replaying the sounds of paramedics and gunshots,
The ripping of a struggling life torn apart. The doctors would explain
The cause of deaths was due to both: surgical complications and blood clots.
Their last living breath, became the final fatal wound to her brain.

“Get a job” a man scornfully yelled, as she collapsed sullenly on a church stoop;
Her well-worn clothes smelled, as she silently drank.
Utterly ignored except by the man; whose vicious words, were that night’s soup;
In her inebriated pernicious state, her mind went blank.

In her destroyed dreams, she saw her son`s five year old face;
And she felt the impact of his father’s dying yells, in her dreamscape.

She was awoke to sunshine, by an unseen poke;
And she dropped the bottle, which shattered and broke.
Her God`s name, she would thankfully invoke, as her eyes joyfully soaked;
Invisible angels left her large banknote, and covered her in a warm cloak.

Composed By: A. D.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

I just wanted to take a quick moment to thank anyone who views the site, and to wish everyone happy holidays. Sorry for the compliant, I just am not doing well; but I am extremely thankful/grateful for those of you who take the time to read the work. I wish you the very best. 

Sunday, December 22, 2013

A Token in Honor of Tolkien

“Ash nazg durbatulûk, ash nazg gimbatul, Ash nazg thrakatulûk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul.” -The One Ring Inscription

Smoking a cigarette, on these New York streets.
Watching the masses pass;
While all the stress is expelled and retreats,
These lyrics slowly amass.

Every time the heart feels defeated,
And all hope has been conceded;
The mind contemplates Frodo and the ring,
Such a small stature and such a tiny thing.

Yet, with the possession of the Golden Ring of Power;
Even the insignificant, threaten the eye in its tower.
Every time the mind focuses and creates a heartfelt rhyme,
The spirit feels as if it escapes the pursuit of the Nine.

Taking the heirloom of the poetic kinsmen, passed down,
The conscious sets out for Mount Doom – there it is bound.
Drifting along, in darkness and silence;
With little signs of bloodshed or violence…

{ { On September 23, 3018, he departed in the dead of night,
Travelling past Tom Bombadil and a barrow wright.
He arrived in the eve, at the village of Bree;
Feeling his spirit, becoming the ring`s devotee.
Resuming his quest, he moved and was pursued non-stop;
Until the night he made camp at a location called Weathertop.
It was there he received a deadly wound,
And felt his life flee as eyes swooned.
The impending death, however, would not prevail –
He was spared, thanks to Elrond of Rivendell;
Through the restorative powers of his spell,
The effects of the Morgul Blade – the elf would curtail.
After the council, he resumed his journey;
Which was a fortitude testing tourney.

In January, he entered the west gate of Moria,
Where the endless darkness consumed all euphoria.
His mystic companion fell, as they fled across the bridge;
He was overcome by sudden solace, his heart was a fridge.
Against the calamity which he was feeling –
Against the painful emotion – his character was steeling.
His company entered Lothlorien, his mind still reeling;
Possession of the trinket, he made attempts at concealing.
Lady Galadriel, however, would not be deceived;
Staring into her mirror, many things he perceived.
Though for his loss, he still grieved;
His pain, her words almost relieved.

Having proceeded, in February, from his company he strayed;
And at Parth Galen, by a friendly-faced foe, he was betrayed.
The fellowship, he felt forced to forsake;
Although in his departure, he felt his heart break –
Only Sam, he could not lose or shake;
Together the course through Emyn Muil they`d take.
In that maze, they met Gollum, and he saw his own visage;
So many similarities, in that distorted, wretched image.
In March, Gollum guided their march across the Dead Marshes;
Frodo`s existence, now, unraveled by the adventure`s harshness.
Broken, but committed, they pushed to Morannon – the impenetrable gate;
And at the vile sight – the entrance to a land without light – hiding, he cursed fate.
With a bit of blessed luck, the crew was brought to the window of the sunset;
Where the hospitable graces of Faramir, would be hard for them to forget.
Then again, he watched the same king he gave him a wound, upon the Morgul Vale;
He grew pale with fear, but from his purpose, his feet would not flee – nor derail.

Further along, in the depths of Shelob`s Lair,
There he understood true solitude and despair.
Still, hope remained – Wise Sam came to the rescue;
With bonds unchained – together they`d see the task through.   
Escaping dark servants and orcs, they arrived at the foot of Mount Doom;
And cast away their gear, while heading towards the sweltering room.
But even in Sammath Naur, in that chamber of fire;
Frodo gave in – to the ring`s spell – power`s lust and desire. } }

… Lady Galadriel`s voice rings in the ear,
The message sent, repeats perfectly clear:
“To bear a ring of power, is to be alone”
So the lips smile, and mouth attempts not to moan.

No matter how many friendly faces surround this mentality,
There always remains a loneliness which none seem to see.
They fail to understand how the heart can remain empty,
When (always) it is consumed by the One Ring of Poetry.
From its clutches, the mind is never free;
It circumscribes the spirit`s entirety – endlessly.

True pain felt when not writing,
No other stimulation is exciting.
The harder, the heart fights to disconnect;
The more life, feels incomplete and incorrect.

Whenever the sadness or depression, threatens to steal the joy like a crook;
The hand places the powerful and precious ring on,
And the body disappears – and the conscious is gone –
Hidden, concealed, undercover, and existing only within the pages of the notebook.

Composed By: A. D.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

A Battle In Ephesus on 6/10

Ephesians 6:10 "Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might." -KJV

When the flesh and metabolism grow weak
A new source of energy my spirit will seek
A fountain of everlasting light fills inside
In a mountain of immovable protection do I reside
In a spiritual divide, all dreams I shall confide
Where the energy supplied, will never subside

The enemy has no ability to affect my mind while I am there
This safe haven is impenetrable by black arts and desolation
Providing a protective army, though I`m in terrestrial isolation
Faith in both the celestial Son and Father of all creation
Though this fallible flesh is exposed and stands bare
It`s fully clothed, in the armor of God, which I wear

At times darkness will overcome
With a power which is awesome

But, even when all else is stripped
By unseen foes – my adornment is ripped
Onto one final piece, my beaten hands grasp
The only equipment left in my fallen clasp…

…For every defense, which others have peeled –
I stand-fast – with no more than this faithful shield.

Composed By: A. D.

New York Shores

Curious – will your mind be, these verses Fortunato,
Buried alive behind a wall – waves of vocabulary?
The poems distill and spill an amorous Amontidillo,
And their structure is cleaned – refined with mental Brillo.
The lyrical displays are filled with a meek bravado,
From a mind that spends most of its time – solitary.

There are millions of currents, and waves in these oceans;
Which pass by one observant perception.
Each individual wave shares with others – one connection…
(Though perhaps it chooses the way it will roll)
…Together the water forms, comprises and creates – a whole.
An apparent network of billions of thoughts and personal emotions.

Each wave subtly influencing and affecting (effecting) the next,
Much like the choice and voice of diction within a chosen text.
In each passing instant, some waves crest, while others fall;
Some waves are at their best, while others are losing it all.
Though, the overall course is uncertain (when viewed through a narrow lens);
When the scope is broadened (and the perception takes a step back),
It`s easier to see the curvature: all the various ebbs and the different bends –
The small variations in the flow, and the way which the waves interact.

The singular perception spends each and all of its days, watching the movements in the surf;
In silence, it views and surveys – and to their entertainment – through versification – it is a serf.

Composed By: A. D.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Symphony Number 1 (To Lyra)

The PERCUSSIONS of the discussion now primed,
The STRINGS of statements prepped and well-timed,
The WINDS expelled from the mind are well-rhymed;
The orchestration begins, with all instruments combined.

A joyous melody, exceeds the zenith, of the former plausible ascension.
Explicit tones, precedes the implicit meanings, avoiding initial apprehension;
Until one reads and reviews the notes, with a discerning comprehension.
The prevailing tune leaves minds stuck, in a hypnotic state of suspension;
The rhymes and verses – inky black steeds, galloping to escape retention.

Harmony moving at speeds, which overcome the pace of light;
The metaphysical seeds, now implanted, overrun the mental sight.
The music soulfully pleads (still unsung) for life, strangled in a lyrical fight.
The experience feeds the imagination of one, like winds filled with might;
The air the spirit needs to rise, into the sun, in a versified form of flight.
Once the confusion recedes (Blurs undone) there`ll be no enigmatic plight.

Within the depths of the mind`s dark mire, a spark first is created with ire;
Then like added bark into a fire, it becomes the fuel for the stark burning desire.
Racing against time, to the mark; it grows higher, impelled to the arc, upward in a spire.
Flames in a protective ark, so the bard`s eternal flame expelled (without a lyre) won`t expire.

In the composer`s soul - he, often assumes and, presumes some semblance of control;
But understands the flare (which he cannot see), is like a primitive beast: wild and free.

While this untamed blaze, continues its captivating phase
(Like the sounds on sheet music, which a musician plays
The memory of each past position – a remnant – never stays
While each current moment – the present – always strays
Into another, still) the still continuum continues to amaze.

Each new beautiful step is becoming tantamount
To a steppe, no previous pristine plain can surmount;
Although in the preceding plane, the mind can recount,
And attempt to quantify each memoir’s valued amount.
Regardless, no obsolete scorching innuendo, no chronicled crescendo;
No prior ingenious cento, will ever prove to be a more valuable memento…

…Then the elucidation, the will`s conflagration, the mortal consecration;
Of this instant and the symphonic, melodic, harmonic – perfect observation.

Composed By: A. D.